constant rolling of eyes

dating in this town is the most absurd, surreal (not necessarily in a cool, fun dali way) experience i have ever had. and people are ridiculous. sometimes i swear it's like they were never taught how to behave.

i don't know if it's because half just want to get laid and half just want to get married. i don't know if it's because i'm crazy or just not desirable as a date. maybe it's just that my heart's not really in it.

i don't know....just don't know.

what i do know is that the 5 or 6 dates/interactions with potential dates that i have had over the last 2 weeks were completely weird. i just decided to start dating again and i already want to bury my head back in the sand.

so i think i was right when i decided not to date for a while. being plain old single is way easier than dating in this place. and much easier on my ego, for cryin' out loud. grumble.